Nanee Hasnani♥

Why can I still see people spamming my tag board? I have feelings too, ok. You think by saying those craps wont hurt me? Nobody’s perfect. I thought I’ve explained why I ditched some of my friends on my previous posts? Yeah, as you said, this might be Karma. But why? Why do I deserve a Karma? What did I do? Leaving you guys? Do I really have to be friends with everyone? I need a change alright. I know how I used to be and I don’t like the old me.

As I said, I need a change. My teacher once told me this, the only best friend you have is your family. I don’t really need to have a lot of friends. ‘Cause you guys will end up bitching about me, like what you’re doing now. You get me now? You won’t get anything in return by doing all those craps. ‘Cause here I am, still standing strong.

Ever since I’ve Luqman, I don’t treat you guys like shit. I only stopped talking to you guys. HUGE DIFFERENCES THERE. Why can’t you just deal with it? Accept the fact that I’m happy with Luqman. Accept the fact that I don’t need a lot of friends. My schoolmates are enough. I don’t need those fake friends who’s just curious of my life and then bitch about me behind my back. I’ve had enough of that!

I’ve been living for 13 years, 8 months and 5 days….and I’ve been through a lot already. I’m just 13! Why can’t you guys just take a break? I just want to enjoy my life. Who knows I’ll die tomorrow? Nauzubillah. Is that what you guys really want? I don’t want to live my life full with hatred.

I’m an ordinary human. I have feelings. Sometimes I cry thinking about my haters. Like…why do you guys hate me so much when I’ve never done anything stupid towards you guys? It’s like you hate me because I’m happy? Ah, bullshit! Seriously you guys, think twice.

I can’t stand it anymore, you fucking haters are getting on my nerves! Gila jua. The more I ignore you guys, the more you hate on me. SRSLY YOU GUYS! What did I ever do to you guys? Seriously lah ah. Macam, kamu ani hate on me without any reasons wah! Ok, to the ones yang I ditched eversince I’m with Luqman, bukan kau sorang wah! I only talk to my schoolmates/netballmates now. Yang kau jadikan big deal kenapa? Over jua sampai kan spam tagboard orang.

WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO TO MAKE YOU STOP? DIE??

Hello :-) This post is basically for someone. Someone I know, someone I trusted, someone I used to tell stories to, someone I never thought would do this to me….I’m spilling all this craps here, not because I’m afraid to confront you, it’s just that, I’m SICK of dramas.

So, you ruined my relationship w L couple of weeks ago, which almost made me and L broke up. Thank God I was strong enough to handle it. And remember what you got in return from me? Me, saying, “I don’t mind about it” I told you that I don’t want just because of a guy, there’s a spark in our friendship, remember that? I don’t know why I was so kind that time and trust me, I didn’t even bitch about you to anyone. If another girl was on my situation that time, she would probably be telling everyone bad stuffs about you and shit. You see what I did there?

And then yesterday, someone told me that you bitched about me and my best friend. Ya Allah. Seriously? I seriously don’t get it, what do you want from me? So all this time, you were being fake to me? Oh my. You can’t tell me that the person who told me made up the stories, ‘cause you know what, this morning someone told me that other girl told her that you bitched about me, the same thing.

It’s only the early of the year and you’re already making problems? Seriously, I’m sick of it lah. I don’t remember doing anything to you. I don’t remember bitching about you. I don’t remember stealing the guy you’re with. Oh speaking of which, you also mentioned about my boyfriend liking you? So like, I don’t really mind about that. He may like/liked you, but he loves me. I’m happy with him and he’s happy with me, so you just gotta deal with that.

I should stop now.

So, hello! :-) That “guest” made me think. I don’t know who you are Guest. But who ever you are, you’re not the only one. I mean, it’s not like I “forgot” about you. As I said, I barely talk to almost all of my friends ever since I have Luqman. No, don’t blame him. It’s my choice. There are reasons why I barely talk to everyone. Well one of it is that I can’t trust anyone anymore, no offence but it’s true. Everyone has been betraying me. So instead of me getting hurt again and again, I’d rather just be a friendless loser.

I have my school mates now that I could turn to. I could even name the friends that I could trust right now and that is Ann J, Fatin A, Nina T, Izzaty R & Loretta E, yup that’s it and they’re all my school mates. My sister told me not to trust people easily and she’s so damn right. I had a problem last night, which I don’t think I need to spill here :)

I’ve my family that would support me in everything I do. I’ve my cousins, my aunties, uncles and my boyfriend. I don’t care if you guys keep on bitching about me. To those who are bitching about me, let me tell you this, you’re just wasting your time, ‘cause I won’t do anything :)

xo’s

Hello! :-) So, my last post was about haters right & this post is about the same thing. Well first of all, I would like to wish all of you a Happy New Year! :D

So like, it’s a new year, & I was hoping for a change….but everything’s just the same. I was attacked by haters on the early of 2011 on my Formspring. I seriously don’t get it you guys. I’ve been staying away from almost everyone during the holidays, was hoping that people won’t bother me anymore. But I was wrong. The more I don’t talk to them, the more they hate on me. I just don’t get it. I come & go, yes I know that. I thought I’ve told you that? My favourite line is “People Just Come & Go” & sometimes I even add “including me, so don’t hope too much” after it. There, I’ve said it.

Because of all this craps, I ALMOST broke up with my boyfriend, seriously. Their purpose was to make me & Luqman split up. But yeah, they failed. Seriously, I was grateful that I was strong enough to handle it. Why am I deserve to be hated? What did I do? I have feelings too guys. It hurts my feelings to see all those haters hating on me. Like, what did I do wrong to you guys?

Don’t keep me wondering. I need the answers to my questions. And one more thing, if you guys are brave enough to say all those bullshits to me, then why aren’t you guys brave enough to reveal yourselves? Somehow, I so wanna know who my haters are. I’m pretty sure some of them are my friends, like close friends. As what people would say, “Keep your friends close and your enemies closer” That’s just bullshit.

The world’s going to end soon, why can’t you people just stop all this and settle it nicely? I mean like, if I hate a person, I’ll only tell my close friends & that’s it. Or maybe tweet it or something, but yeah, I don’t go on that person’s formspring, spam them and be anonymous. That’s just so immature! I’m just saying.

I may not know who are my haters now. But someday, I will. And please, God knows what you’re doing. Think twice, guys. Think twice…

HI :) I feel like I wanna talk about the haters. I mean, my haters. So, I’ve been “attacked” by haters. I seriously don’t know what I did wrong to them. They said it’s ‘cause I bitch about people. So you’re saying that you’ve NEVER EVER bitch about anyone? That’s impossible. Yeah, I bitch about people, about my own friends and sometimes my own best friends. Don’t you guys do that? I ain’t perfect. I bitch about people, I judge people & so on. I feel sorry for your haters out there. I can’t believe you wasted your time searching for my weaknesses. Get a fucking life. I’m pretty sure there’s much more other “better” stuffs you could do than hating on people’s life. I just find it really really annoying. & this is one of the reason why I have less friends now. No seriously, I feel like a friendless loser now. No offence but I can’t trust any of my friends anymore.

Come on guys, stop hating already. I don’t mind you guys bitching about me, but please, just keep it to yourself and stop spreading ridiculous rumours about me. “Sesungguhnya memfitnah itu lebih besar dosanya daripada membunuh” :) I’m thankful that I’m strong enough to handle all this bullshit. What if I’m not strong? What if I’ve fragile heart? What if I’m depressed? What if I commit suicide after hearing you guys spreading rumours about me? It is possible ok. I have feelings. So, before doing it, think about what others will feel first. God gave you brain to think, so don’t waste it.

On my formspring, if you’re brave enough to spam my formspring by calling me names and shit, why aren’t you brave enough to let me know who you really are? Why set yourself as anonymous? You were given names right by your parents. I seriously don’t get it lah. Just stop hating and get a fucking life. Alright, I’m done now.

xx.

Hello! :-) I feel like blogging. Hmm yeah. Well first things first, Happy Holidays! :D

So basically, I’m in a relationship since the 6th of December.

Yup, I’m taken, guys! :P So, like people must be thinking that I’m with AJ, but no. A better guy came into my life. A guy that’s always there for me. He might not be perfect to you guys, but for me….he is. He’s the type of guy who really cares about a girl. I don’t know how to describe him, ‘cause he’s like….EVERYTHING. No, seriously. I never thought I would love him this much.

The smile on his face after he proposed…melts my heart. He never fail to make me smile, really. Seeing his face…automatically makes me smile my widest smile, even on my darkest days. I never love a guy as much as I love him, I mean except for my dad and brother.

I’m really in love with this guy & nothing can change that!

I love you, Luqman Hakeem :) ♥♥♥

OMG HI! It has been a month plus I haven’t update anything here. I’m sorry, I’m just so lazy to type. Heheheh. So, how’s life? Life has been treating me so good, lately~ Thank God the dramas before was over already. Yet new dramas just hit me few days ago, naaaaaah, doesn’t feel like talking about it. Kekekeke. Anyway, I’m currently having Exam Fever D: End Of Year Examinations started this week, on the 18th and ends on the 26th, which is in three days! Yayers ;-)

My papers were all good, I guess. I sat for Maths 2 and IRK this morning. And all I could say is Maths 2 is MUCH MORE easier than IRK, effing shit :( I think that’s ‘cause I didn’t read that much for IRK. When I saw the paper I was like, “I HAVE NO IDEA!” Hmm yeah~ Kinda scared & my Science too! What I read didn’t come out. Pfft, I hate it when that happens. But oh well, what’s done is done :-) & I’m satisfied with my Malay & English Composition! I wrote about Cyberkids for both. Hahah.

So, how’s my love life? I’m still single. HEHEH. But I’m currently in contact with this guy. Well, maybe most of my friends knew who already, from Facebook~ Hahah. So yeah, he’s cute :8) Newayyyyyys, I’m gonna sit for Geography & French on Monday. OMG TWO HARD SUBJECTS! Well, not really, but yeah. My brain will explode D:  I have to memorize how to describe my family and house in French. TORTURE! K, I guess that’s it for now. I try to update this poor thing daily ;)

XOXO ♥