Why can I still see people spamming my tag board? I have feelings too, ok. You think by saying those craps wont hurt me? Nobody’s perfect. I thought I’ve explained why I ditched some of my friends on my previous posts? Yeah, as you said, this might be Karma. But why? Why do I deserve a Karma? What did I do? Leaving you guys? Do I really have to be friends with everyone? I need a change alright. I know how I used to be and I don’t like the old me.
As I said, I need a change. My teacher once told me this, the only best friend you have is your family. I don’t really need to have a lot of friends. ‘Cause you guys will end up bitching about me, like what you’re doing now. You get me now? You won’t get anything in return by doing all those craps. ‘Cause here I am, still standing strong.
Ever since I’ve Luqman, I don’t treat you guys like shit. I only stopped talking to you guys. HUGE DIFFERENCES THERE. Why can’t you just deal with it? Accept the fact that I’m happy with Luqman. Accept the fact that I don’t need a lot of friends. My schoolmates are enough. I don’t need those fake friends who’s just curious of my life and then bitch about me behind my back. I’ve had enough of that!
I’ve been living for 13 years, 8 months and 5 days….and I’ve been through a lot already. I’m just 13! Why can’t you guys just take a break? I just want to enjoy my life. Who knows I’ll die tomorrow? Nauzubillah. Is that what you guys really want? I don’t want to live my life full with hatred.
I’m an ordinary human. I have feelings. Sometimes I cry thinking about my haters. Like…why do you guys hate me so much when I’ve never done anything stupid towards you guys? It’s like you hate me because I’m happy? Ah, bullshit! Seriously you guys, think twice.
