Nanee Hasnani♥

Why can I still see people spamming my tag board? I have feelings too, ok. You think by saying those craps wont hurt me? Nobody’s perfect. I thought I’ve explained why I ditched some of my friends on my previous posts? Yeah, as you said, this might be Karma. But why? Why do I deserve a Karma? What did I do? Leaving you guys? Do I really have to be friends with everyone? I need a change alright. I know how I used to be and I don’t like the old me.

As I said, I need a change. My teacher once told me this, the only best friend you have is your family. I don’t really need to have a lot of friends. ‘Cause you guys will end up bitching about me, like what you’re doing now. You get me now? You won’t get anything in return by doing all those craps. ‘Cause here I am, still standing strong.

Ever since I’ve Luqman, I don’t treat you guys like shit. I only stopped talking to you guys. HUGE DIFFERENCES THERE. Why can’t you just deal with it? Accept the fact that I’m happy with Luqman. Accept the fact that I don’t need a lot of friends. My schoolmates are enough. I don’t need those fake friends who’s just curious of my life and then bitch about me behind my back. I’ve had enough of that!

I’ve been living for 13 years, 8 months and 5 days….and I’ve been through a lot already. I’m just 13! Why can’t you guys just take a break? I just want to enjoy my life. Who knows I’ll die tomorrow? Nauzubillah. Is that what you guys really want? I don’t want to live my life full with hatred.

I’m an ordinary human. I have feelings. Sometimes I cry thinking about my haters. Like…why do you guys hate me so much when I’ve never done anything stupid towards you guys? It’s like you hate me because I’m happy? Ah, bullshit! Seriously you guys, think twice.

I can’t stand it anymore, you fucking haters are getting on my nerves! Gila jua. The more I ignore you guys, the more you hate on me. SRSLY YOU GUYS! What did I ever do to you guys? Seriously lah ah. Macam, kamu ani hate on me without any reasons wah! Ok, to the ones yang I ditched eversince I’m with Luqman, bukan kau sorang wah! I only talk to my schoolmates/netballmates now. Yang kau jadikan big deal kenapa? Over jua sampai kan spam tagboard orang.

WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO TO MAKE YOU STOP? DIE??

Hello :-) This post is basically for someone. Someone I know, someone I trusted, someone I used to tell stories to, someone I never thought would do this to me….I’m spilling all this craps here, not because I’m afraid to confront you, it’s just that, I’m SICK of dramas.

So, you ruined my relationship w L couple of weeks ago, which almost made me and L broke up. Thank God I was strong enough to handle it. And remember what you got in return from me? Me, saying, “I don’t mind about it” I told you that I don’t want just because of a guy, there’s a spark in our friendship, remember that? I don’t know why I was so kind that time and trust me, I didn’t even bitch about you to anyone. If another girl was on my situation that time, she would probably be telling everyone bad stuffs about you and shit. You see what I did there?

And then yesterday, someone told me that you bitched about me and my best friend. Ya Allah. Seriously? I seriously don’t get it, what do you want from me? So all this time, you were being fake to me? Oh my. You can’t tell me that the person who told me made up the stories, ‘cause you know what, this morning someone told me that other girl told her that you bitched about me, the same thing.

It’s only the early of the year and you’re already making problems? Seriously, I’m sick of it lah. I don’t remember doing anything to you. I don’t remember bitching about you. I don’t remember stealing the guy you’re with. Oh speaking of which, you also mentioned about my boyfriend liking you? So like, I don’t really mind about that. He may like/liked you, but he loves me. I’m happy with him and he’s happy with me, so you just gotta deal with that.

I should stop now.

So, hello! :-) That “guest” made me think. I don’t know who you are Guest. But who ever you are, you’re not the only one. I mean, it’s not like I “forgot” about you. As I said, I barely talk to almost all of my friends ever since I have Luqman. No, don’t blame him. It’s my choice. There are reasons why I barely talk to everyone. Well one of it is that I can’t trust anyone anymore, no offence but it’s true. Everyone has been betraying me. So instead of me getting hurt again and again, I’d rather just be a friendless loser.

I have my school mates now that I could turn to. I could even name the friends that I could trust right now and that is Ann J, Fatin A, Nina T, Izzaty R & Loretta E, yup that’s it and they’re all my school mates. My sister told me not to trust people easily and she’s so damn right. I had a problem last night, which I don’t think I need to spill here :)

I’ve my family that would support me in everything I do. I’ve my cousins, my aunties, uncles and my boyfriend. I don’t care if you guys keep on bitching about me. To those who are bitching about me, let me tell you this, you’re just wasting your time, ‘cause I won’t do anything :)

xo’s

Hello! :-) So, my last post was about haters right & this post is about the same thing. Well first of all, I would like to wish all of you a Happy New Year! :D

So like, it’s a new year, & I was hoping for a change….but everything’s just the same. I was attacked by haters on the early of 2011 on my Formspring. I seriously don’t get it you guys. I’ve been staying away from almost everyone during the holidays, was hoping that people won’t bother me anymore. But I was wrong. The more I don’t talk to them, the more they hate on me. I just don’t get it. I come & go, yes I know that. I thought I’ve told you that? My favourite line is “People Just Come & Go” & sometimes I even add “including me, so don’t hope too much” after it. There, I’ve said it.

Because of all this craps, I ALMOST broke up with my boyfriend, seriously. Their purpose was to make me & Luqman split up. But yeah, they failed. Seriously, I was grateful that I was strong enough to handle it. Why am I deserve to be hated? What did I do? I have feelings too guys. It hurts my feelings to see all those haters hating on me. Like, what did I do wrong to you guys?

Don’t keep me wondering. I need the answers to my questions. And one more thing, if you guys are brave enough to say all those bullshits to me, then why aren’t you guys brave enough to reveal yourselves? Somehow, I so wanna know who my haters are. I’m pretty sure some of them are my friends, like close friends. As what people would say, “Keep your friends close and your enemies closer” That’s just bullshit.

The world’s going to end soon, why can’t you people just stop all this and settle it nicely? I mean like, if I hate a person, I’ll only tell my close friends & that’s it. Or maybe tweet it or something, but yeah, I don’t go on that person’s formspring, spam them and be anonymous. That’s just so immature! I’m just saying.

I may not know who are my haters now. But someday, I will. And please, God knows what you’re doing. Think twice, guys. Think twice…